Pain and Death

You think you can understand me
Nobody can understand me
Why do you think you could it
Do you think because you know something
Something of my life
Your knowledge is nothing
It is like a bottle of water in the ocean

You know only the good side of me
But what about the dark side
If you can understand this then
May be you will understand me
May be you will die if you see what i mean
Because it is so painful

I go the path of pain and death
My soul is full of darkness
No light has shine in it for so many years
My heart is frozen
Frozen by the chill of the world
A world so full of pain and death

Pain and Love

so much pain and no way out
why is love so danger
why can it destroy everything

one time you think you found everything what you want
and in the next moment you lose it all
why is nothing for ever

you think you know everything
but your knowledge is nothing
you can't understand what you do

you think you are the best
you aren't it
you are nothing in this world

I don't know why
I think at you all the time
but you, what did you do

my life is full of pain
never I can forgot it
never I can stop to think at you

everybody warned me
but I didn't listen at them
and now I see that they have right

life is so hard
why can't I go the easy way
why do I choose the hard way

I want to say you what I think about you
but I can't, why
the fear is over me

I want near to you
but so near you are so far away you are
my little angel

death is next to me
death is near to me
sweet death is coming

my little angel

I saw you in the past
I see you now
I will see you in the future
my little angel
I see you all the time
 
but do you see me
do you notice me
do you know that I exist
do you know anything about me
do you know what I feel
 
I want to believe at you
I want that you are next to me
I want that you see me
I want to live with you
but this is only a wish
 
you are my little wish
my little dream in bad times
my little hope for the future
a ghost in my head
but nothing more

an old friend

so many days ago
the time is running
to fast for me
to fast for us
 
in the past we understand us blind
we talked about everything
we had no secrets
we had so much fun
 
but now the life change
you go your way
i go my way
but the ways are different
 
sometimes we talk
but not so often as in the past
and not so long
what is happened
 
do we something wrong
i don't think so
can we change it again
i want the old life back

chain of the past

I'm a prisoner of the past
I want to go forward
But the chain of the time
Don't let me go

I want to blow up the chain
But they are to strong for me
I need help to do this
But who can help me

The chain is broken
I run in the future
The past follow me
It comes near and near

It is behind me
It is next to me
It is over me
It is under me

The past catch me
I fell down
I get new a new chain
The chain is stronger then the last